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I never can decide whether to be healthy or to starve.
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Hey angels! Idk if anyone is reading this but…
I’ve been pretty small all of my life, I was always tall and skinny just by nature. But somehow my brain messed up and I wound up with this eating disorder and if you have this problem you probably know how confusing it can be.
Never knowing if what you’re doing or thinking is normal or not. Not knowing if you’re actually sick and need to recover or if you’re just being stupid or faking. And then the endless struggle between recovery and relapse.
I never know whether I want to recover and be healthy or if I want to starve myself.
And it’s been a real struggle for me to see that I will most likely never be thicc or fullfigured and beautiful in that way, and learning that it’s okay if I’m skinny and I can be beautiful in that way without starving myself. It’s always difficult for me to discern whether I’m working out and dieting to be thinner or healthy.
If you have these problems or other struggles like this please please comment them below or message me bc I really want to talk to people who can relate. It’s so hard not to be able to talk to my non-eating disordered friends, bc they always assume that it’s bad for me to go on a diet or exercise and they don’t understand.
Lean-bean-skeleton-queen!!









